Forever My Away.

!~!Forever my Away!~! My life is now no longer able, to live, to survive, i can no away, for ever, and ever, livin' long enterity watchin' others live and die, as i pass on as a stupid lil' girl that's already longer fight, i took some pills, now all you have to do is wait tell my guts spill to see how i feel or where i stand, i wish i couldn't be in this situation, i wish i would just go dead, all i could do was lay in bed, watchin' time fly by, I went by just like that, so here is my good bye, my love my life, goodbye to all!! Hey, sorry to all. I haven't been lately, yes, i know. But it is cause i have been so happy. I can credit all my happiness to Jason. He has been so kind, so open. Unlike others i have seen. He has grown tall, grown more into me. Jason, has made me so happy in the past few weeks it is unblievable! My love, Rootbeer (aka Jason) is coming to see me soon, i am overwhelmed with happiness. but all i can do is wait tell the day i can be in his arms. nothin' more would make me happier. I know that i have always had trouble letting other people go (past relationships), but now i feel like he is the only one left in my heart, that will be a stain, for ever love. No more Timur, no more every other boy. I am truthfully forever his, Jason's.