I'm So Sorry

Jason, My love. I'm really sorry that I can't write on here for a week or so. I hate to do it. But I will Try my hardest to get on and Type something. I'm going to Leah's for a week so that I can get a job at Country USA. Yes, I know I hate country...but it's good money $600-700. I could save that up for us. And plus I make some money everyother week...I'm saving for us, for our future. It will be for a good cause. I'm leaving tomorrow around noon. I will ask Leah when I get there if I can get on and type in my blog almost every day to every other. I promise I will try my hardest. I hope you are sleeping well. I know I'm not. I stay up late now just thinking of you and of all our times together. I usualy stay up tell 1-2 a'clock in the morning. I have a hard time sleeping, but when I do sleep you can't wake me up. There is no waking me up. But I have to lay down and stare at the ceiling for a bit before I even think about sleeping. You come before sleeping. Oh, I will try my hardest to be happy, I'm trying. If it makes you happy, I'm willing to try...but it's really hard. I hope your friends will understand why you talk about me so much. I know I talk about you all the time. The only person I know that can stand it is Misty. ohhh...shit. I was suppose to tell you something from her. I believe it is Thank you...I'm not sure. Yes, thank you. But have a good night's sleep. I will be thinking about you, as always. -Huggs n Kisses, really big huggs and kisses- Tootles for now Manda your Wife