I didn't sleep to well last night. I stayed up tell like 2 in the morning when i couldn't stop thinking about you. my mind was loaded with you and me...our family growing...just you and me. nothing else. no more of the pain that was in my heart, no more of the lost feelings. I felt so happy so full of joy...I love you so much Jason. I feel like falling asleep. Lea wanted me over at her house again i don't want to go over there cause me and my daddie are busy but like besides that i really don't want to leave my house right now. nope nope. not at all. (SWEETIE SWEETIE! TJ's OKAY! he's been really really really busy...he sung me happy birthday in iraq in front of his friends and then he said popcorn fairy instead of my name. lmao. then they thought he was really crazy and funny. im so glad he's okay. sorry, he just IMed me!!!1) but...anyway...I might go and do some stuff with kera. I'll check here every so often. ITS NOON! lol. damn, things are going off...grr! lol. but any way...sweetie...thank you so much for being my friend, my best friend, my lover, the some one i can count on, you're my soul mate, my husband, my everything. Thank you so much for everything. im gonna go take a shower...i think i smell! -smiles widely- hee hee. i always smell...GOOD! lol. hee hee. now wouldn't you just wanna smell me now? you know...i always got creaped out when people would smell me...but when you would...i thought it was so cute and so funny...i am so comfortable with you. well, i love you so much Jason...love you lotts and lotts and lotts and lotts and lotts!!!!!1 xoxoxo. -holds you really close to me while singing to you, i like singing...hee hee...just not infront of people- i wanna sing to you... :D okie dokie my love...off to take my shower or bath or whatever i feel like doing. lol. tootles for now my love -winks and blows a kiss towards you-